day 5, october 24, 2006 tuesday

10am ~ wake up
(grabe..habang tumatagal eh pa worst ng pa worst ang wake up call namen ah..pansin lang namen..hehe..dala siguro ng pagod..)

~onwards~ syempre prepare pauwe tapos punta ng sbma lam mo na..

7pm ~ na sa house na ata acoh..ewan coh lang ang mga ka thesis mates coh..grabe noh? sayang..sasama raw sana si ~yummy eh..whoosh..if i know, joke lang nya yun..hehe..

marame naman kameng natutunan din don..fully equipped with experiences din..may mga hiwaga..may mga nawala samen..yung green tea coh..bracelet ni kaye @ pearl ni diane..kinuha ng mahiwagang bundok..pero basta..masaya!ü

day 4, october 23, 2006 monday

730am ~ wake up time
8 ~ 1030am: bfast/prepare

1030 ~ 1230nn: travel time

1230 ~ 4pm: staff house
(grabe noh..hapon na..wala pa kameng na aacomplish..hehe..malamig na ren samen si pareng bonie..nakahalata na ata..na ayaw namen pinapaki-eleman kame sa thesis..hehe..sana hindi mag sumbong kay sr eva..)

4 ~ 640pm: house ni pareng jun
(bonding, telling storries..@ may talent si pare..grabe..nagpa gabi talaga kame ron..nakakatakot ng bumaba ng bundok..)

640 ~ 7pm: baba ng bundok
(sobrang dilim, nakakatakot, pero bantay sarado naman kame ng mga friendships namen na aetas..ang ganda ng mga alitaptap! sobra..to the max! first time eh..)

7 ~ 8pm: travel time pauwe

8pm: saglit sa sbma
(nag txt si ~yummy!* haha..til 3am ata kame inabot!ü)

day 3, october 22, 2006 sunday

9 ~ 930am: travel time

930 ~ 1130am: interview kina nanay @ pareng benito

1130 ~ 12nn: lunch
(binusog kame ng mga fresh na foods nina nanay..)

12 ~ 1pm: rest
(syempre..mga pensyonada..)

1 ~ 2pm: balon
(namasyal muna kame..)

2 ~ 5pm: bonding w/ antonio family

5 ~ 530pm: travel time pauwe

6pm onwards ~ syempre rest
(inatake acoh ng Dysmenorhea nito grabe! pero later on..naka counter read pacoh ng tape 1 namen..galeng noh..1am na coh natulog..si kaye naman..binantayan daw nya acoh..eh ayun..nang iiwan din..bigla na lang natutulog ng walang paalam..hehehe..)

day 2, october 21, 2006 saturday

8 ~ 830am: travel time

830 ~ 12nn: interview w/ pareng jun
(nakakatuwa yang si pareng jun, talagang alam na alam nya ang isasagot samen..walang dead air!ü)

12 ~ 1230nn: lunch
(sa staff house..kamusta..)

1230 ~ 230pm: interview again

230 ~ 4pm: refresh
(bongga! ang haba ng pahinga..)

4 ~ 5pm: travel pauwe

6pm onwards ~ rest
(alam nyo na yun..)

day 1, october 20, 2006 friday

430am ~ assembly sa may chowking baclaran
(late nga acoh eh..nauna pa si kaye..knowing na may burden sya nun..)

5am onwards ~ travel time na yan
(masaya sa bus kasi maluwag kame..panay kwentuhan..cathching ups..kasi medyo hindi nagkita ng 1 week..)

8am ~ olongapo na kame
(ang bilis ng byahe namen..nagulat kame..bfast muna sa chowking..tapos usap-usap kung where ba talaga kame mag sstay..eh ang bibigat ng mga bagahe kaya namen..parang makikipag tanan na kame..tapos umandar na ang bright mind coh..may nakita acohng hotel, same building din ng chowking tapos we've started there to inquire and help na ren kame i-refer sa kung saan pa pwede kame makahanap na mas cheaper place to stay in..)

9 ~ 10am: place to stay hunting
(sa dame ng napuntahan namen..meron din isang katangi-tanging approve! hehe..nakakatawa kaya yung facade nun 'inn'..barber shop kaya..itago na lang naten sa pangalang.."alimar inn" sa may magsaysay..malapet sa sbma..@ sa gimikan ng mga pok-pokita..hehe..kamusta naman yun?)

10 ~ 11am: rest

11 ~ 12nn: travel time heading to brgy sacatihan-anningway subic zambales
(kamusta ang travel time..ang tagal din noh..grabe..)

12 ~ 1pm: search on prospect for neighboring community
(maglakad daw ba under the super/tinding sikat ng sunshine! wow kaya nangitim acoh eh..)

1 ~ 2pm: observation/bonding
(syempre ang mga kasama coh eh mga tipong ms congeniality @ ms friendship)

2 ~ 230pm: decided to go to sitio gala
(hindi inaasahang pag agkyat sa bundok..gosh! nakasalubong namen si pareng bonie @ nagulat sya..)

230 ~ 430pm: stay/mtng w/ folpmi sa ressetlement
(kamusta..unang punta pa lang namen don..pasaway na..diretcho kame sa kitchen..acoh ang namuno..nauuhaw na kasi acoh eh..tapos my mga taga spcp (pasig) pala ron..na meet pa ni kaye yung tinatanggi nyang kamag-anak..pati kame ni diane inampon na ren..ayon..nakikain kame ng pansit..hehe..tapos nag woworry na pala ang mga taga foundation..naay..kala nawawala kame..hehe..)

430 ~ 5pm: going down

5 ~ 530pm: talk to our prospect
(ni refer na kame ni pareng bonie kina nanay..ang bait ni pare noh?)

530 ~ 630pm: travel time
(pauwe na..)

630pm onwards ~ rest time na noh..@ iba pa..

welcome us back

october 24, 2006, finally we've return from our 5 day thesis data gathering in zambales..sobrang pagod pero masaya kame ron..grabe..basta..ü

here's the run through of our stay..

my grad pics

my not so photogenic graduation pictures..

radmr mode

here's a sweet
truth:




"someday,
someone will walk
into your life and
make you realize
why it never
worked out with
anyone else..."

sender:
~yummy dear~

oh diba..sana acoh yung 'someone' !ü asa! why not?

text quotes

~quiz given to 200
applicants for a
single job.

situation:
you are driving along
a stormy night. you
pass by a bus
stop where you see three
people waiting.
1. an elderly
woman whose
about to die
2. an old friend who
once save your life
3. the perfect mate
you've been dreaming
about
who would you choose
knowing there could
only be one
passenger in your
car?

the answer of one who
was hired was:
i would give my car
keys to my friend and
let him take the
elderly woman to the
hospital then i
would stay behind
and wait for the bus with
the person of my
dream..ü~

sender:

jof abaño

mynd also let me read this @ her cp

*ka touch*

thesis

our second attempt in zambales..

matuloy na kaya?

sana..

i am always open minded ang giving way to fate's decision..

para maganda ang flow ng life..

i can't understand at first..

pero i'll always find the reason naman at the middle or at the end of the situation..

its good..its great..

haay naku life..full of mystery..

leadership training

its leadership training once again..whew..kakatamad kaya..

kaya my hesitations acoh sa pag run sa comasoc kasi ayoko umatend ng mga ganito tapos my mga expenses pa..pero..wala ng magagawa..its too late na..i-eenjoy coh na lang 'to..somehow, my mga friendships naman acoh eh..hehe..

this day..before 730am, nasa school na coh..ang aga noh? nalaman coh lang 'tong training na 'to yesterday..kamusta naman yun..kung hindi pa coh tinawagan ni chie hindi coh pa malalaman..thanks talaga sa kanya!ü

ito pa..malas coh..ang alam coh naka uniform..eh pag tapak coh sa lupa ng st paul..wow..wala acohng nakitang naka uniform..so kinutuban na coh..naay..shyness ito! pero sabi coh sa self coh..ayos lang yan..parang hindi naman acoh used to it sa mga unwanted situations sa life coh..oh diba..carry!ü haha..dare to be different! naka civilian pala silang lahat..ayaw coh naman kasing napapahiya noh..so nagmamaganda acoh @ decided to carry the uniform well na lang & patay malisya sa mga reactions nila..the hell i care..pero tanggap naman nila acoh..haha..syempre noh..sociable kaya acoh! hehe..

so consequence ng hindi nasabihan ng mga anouncements..ayon may price acoh..st paul ballpen from ms pat..haha..inggit tuloy yung iba..hehe..ü

thesis

our data gathering was cancelled!

thesis

this week, my thesis mates and i will be leaving for zambales..once again..hello to that place!ü 5 days in the making ito..data gathering to the max..ewan coh na lng pag na re-direct pa ulet kame..i'm so sick with that too many revisions..buti nga kung puro revisions lang eh..kulang na lang sabihin ng panel na rejected na ang thesis nyo! haay..well..we are now taking the challenge..may God guide us..

radmr mode

he is..

my self-inflicted
pain..

a preposterous
diversion..

a momentary
bliss..

my blameworthy
experience..

my poisonous religion..

he is..

my annoyance..

and yet..

he remains to
be..

my only
happiness :c

*sigh*

wheel of life

life oh life..you will never know what will happen next..

**** i'm perfect for you

"I could be your confidante
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that's not what you want
If tomorrow the world ends
Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?
Now tell me who have you been dreaming of?
I and I alone, oh, no

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make it nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
**** I'm perfect for you "

stars are blind by paris hilton

nyaks..my song for you..soon i will be sending this to you..wait ka lang ha..hehe..sorry hindi mo gusto yung sounds pero the message..wow..bull's eye..

text quotes

"choices..
what to eat
what movie to
watch
where to go..
easy right?
but if the
choices to make
were whom to
love and whom to
give yourself
to, it's difficult. .
would you
choose
security? or
happiness?
security doesn't
guarantee
happiness, but
happiness gives
security
because it gives
you reasons to
stay, to love, to
smile..
whatever the
risks maybe, it's gonna be worth
it!"

sender:
gres bancolita

oo nga naman..kung san ka happy..eh di don ka..naalala coh tuloy yung friend coh..na si..sabihen coh ba? si diane..hehe..wala lang..about security and happiness diba kaye? haha..gets ba?

basta acoh..risk taker!* ~connection?!ü

relationship

relationship, commitment..why not? bakit may nag ooffer ba? wala naman eh..why kaya? that i don't know..pero kung meron..bakit nga ba hindi..sawa na kaya acoh sa mga fling na yan..nakikipag-fling nga ba acoh? hehe..

pano kung one day..nagkrus ang landas nag sawa na sa commitment and yung taong sawa na sa fling? do they have a chance to fall in love with each other? maybe..or..never..ouch!

reason..reasons..haay talaga..do i understand it all? i'm talking so malabo here..ayoko coh na nga..

text quotes

"kapag
kailangan
ka nya,
natataranta
ka
matulungan mo lang sya,
pero
kapag
kailangan
mo sya,
kadalasan
wala sya
para
damayan ka.
ang sakit isiping
sa buhay
mo
sya
ang laging
una
pero sa
buhay
nya
laging


huli ka. =c "

sender:
kaye maligaya

hmm..what's the purpose of this quote? pinapatamaan ba acoh? why not..parang kasi nangyayari yun..hehe..recently, yes..i admit..ü pero ganun talaga acoh..i don't care about whatever outcomes "he" may give..basta kung i like you..super swerte mo! unconditional ito eh..

numb

numb /'nem/ adj: lacking feeling (webster's vest pocket dictionary)

am i numb? i guess, i am..tsk, tsk, tsk..maybe it has something to so with being jaded [/jaded/ adj: dulled or bored by having too much (webster's vest pocket dictionary)] hmmm..having too much of what? maybe by the things that are keep on happening na hindi ko naman nagugustuhan? and what are those things?! i better not to bring it up na lang..hehe..syempre saken na lang yun..haay..

but you know what..i'm always looking forward for each and everyday..coz i felt in myself that i am improving when it comes in controlling my feelings and actions..hmmm..not bad naman diba? i think..

ohhh and what else with this numb thing? i guess, i need to get my senses again..i am human and i need to feel something..

ü

define gorgeous

gor-geous /gorjes/ adj: supremely beautiful (webster's vest pocket dictionary)

wow..ang heavy ng meaning ah!ü and i'm so kapal na to admit to use that word that will best describe me..hmmm..acceptable naman diba? i'm not pretty, i'm not cute coz i'm gorgeous..hehe..lakas talaga ng fighting spirit coh..carry naman eh..and i can prove that..ohh..don't even dare..i'll give you more than you ever want..haha..brave talaga..

gorgeous in my own way..physically, umm..yah..by others yes and for others no (well, the hell if i care..) beautiful inside and out..ahh..maybe..acting on it and trying to be one..haay..gorgeous..in totality..i'm proud to say..

here's the sad part..why am i like that? well i guess..just want to uplift myself from my own difficulties..hardships..sentiments..naay..dramas..coping with life..naku..

biglang seguey na..basta..i'm now at the process to control myself on how to react from the things and situation that life can give..galeng noh?

~gorgeous signing in~

the birth of my new blog!ü

~welcome~